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Sooo last nitght i slept over at Ashes!!! And we went to dans and then went home at like 5am!!!! long night...We made marshmellows!!!!!!

And tomarrow is this really cool family thing...

love.

[	mood	|	Wherd that finger just go!!!!	]
[	music	|	none!!!!!!!!	]

Hey Bitch!!!

Okokok so today was grrrrrrreat!(said like tony the tiger)

*started the day off great with my favorite Ashley!!!! and we did our hair! haha and then later me and Dan went out to dinner which was fabulous and rented Hide and seek which was a good movie.okok so lets talk abotu the good stuff!!

ok so when i got home tonight i was about to go upstairs to bed and im just like goodnight mom and then my sisters like wait!!! sarah come here and called me into the kitchen and she's like lift up your skirt!! quick!!! and i just stood there...im like what..? and she holds up this box of candy shes like we'll sneek it upstairs! hahaha and i just like fell over laughing...i love her!

So Ryan just was sleepwalking and he came downstairs and its almost 1 am and im like ryan hunny what are you doing???and he just mumbles and im like well you should go to  bed because im not wearing any pants. And he gets really mad and starts pushing me im like Ryan do you have to go to the bathroom or seomthing! because if you dont you should go back to bed. And im like Im not wearing any pants!!! And then he pushes me and runs upstairs hahahaha i think he was still sleeping!

ok thats my life.

Be jealous.

Love.Sarah.

[	mood	|	love?	]
[	music	|	Mindless self indulgence	]

Love.

Well today I did nothing. But I had French Toast Sufle for dinner and....Hannah came home from he beach!

*So August 26 my parents are going to Florida....pretty excited.

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[	music	|	Limp Bizkit-My way	]

I Love summer!

I havnt updated in a long time and im not going to ramble on about all the past weeks soo i'll just tell you about yesterday!!

Ok so yesterday was fantastic. I went over to Ashes...duh....where else would I go? We made pretty necklaces with beads. Yeah i havnt done tha in a long time but it was fun. We walk around the neighborhood alot since....yeah we cant drive haha even though Ashley couldve had her license by now!!! oh well its good exersize! And we went to the playground swings....because thats our new favorite spot haha. We just swing for like hours and talk about everything and do neat tricks. And we like to find animals in the clouds. yesterday was a flying squirel....but ashley swears it was a snake and krista says it was an alligator....but they're both crazy. Then we went to kristas and ate mac and cheese Mmmmmmm. And me and Ashley had a sword fight in the middle of the street!....but we used bats...because we dont have swords...and it was really great. Then Krista kicked us out and we walked back to Ashes. And there we made glitter pictures!!! They are so pretty hahaha adnd we got glitter allll over the floor and us and it was ridiculous. And i made one for Dans brother.... i mean why would i make one for my friend when i can make one for his brother??? and  me and ashley dropped of at his house this morning and i hung it on the fridge because Dave was a work....he'll love it. And we made these cool head peices with paper. Ashley made me a princess crown and i made her an Indian head thingie with feathers!! They look really good too. And then i gave her an indian tribal design on her arm....it looked amazing. And then since were so cool we decided to use marker on our face for crazy make up and surprised daddy when he got up for work at 3 am! He loves us. And yeah so we basically had alot of fun doing things that like 6 year  olds would normally do. Ughhand we were suppose to stay up till 6 and go back to the swings and watch the sun come up haha but we fell asleep around 5 haha i was sooo exhausted! And still am!! So im going to go take a nap.

Ashley: Did you hear that?

Me: Oh It was that old man...or Poppi as i called him last night.

hahahaha

**You cant tame the black Panther.

Love.Sarah

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[	music	|	50 cent-Get in my car	]

hmmmmm so i hvant updated in 10 bajillion years!

So i am now addicted to 50 cent!!! sick i know but i love him!! And he's gunna be at Darien Lake August 11th!!Ahhhhh so excited. Alsoooo Im addicted Ashley and Krista because they are my life!! Well what have i beeen doing lately?? party party party....thats about it!!! besides drawing pictures with my feet with ashley and chasing raccons with krista!

**What you lookin at pussy!???

<3love.love.love.<3

         Sarah

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[	music	|	Weezer- Beverly Hills	]

My life is fantastic.

Ok so Monday i had my math exam..super easy....I <3 Math. And then i hung out with KP and Ashes the rest of the day, and yes got sunburn!!!! It was great we walked to Andersons mMmMm and i wore a feather boa and huge sunglasses and my hair in a side pony! Dang i was hot yo! You can check out  some pictures on mine and Ashes myspaces!! We had fun. Oh and wearing a HUGE leaf in your back poecket = cool.....dont forget it. And then on Wednesday I hung out with KP and Ashes again! gosh they are my life! And we.....oh went to andersons...again! Hahaha hmmmm andd then Today i hung out with Ashes!! KP was stuck cleaning the house!! And we dont have any money so of course we got some Petri! hahaha And then we ate lunch at.....oh Andersons! yes we really are that cool. And we got kids meals! And some old mans like oh youre a kid?? Im like sure i am. duh. And then we got a dan a strawberry milkshake and dropped that off at his house...and left immediatly...yeah. Then we went to Ashes and gave me some subtle low lights lol and i died the underneath of ashleys hair and it basically look's the same. perfect. lol ohhh well we had soo much fun! Except now my nose is peeling from sunburn and it itches...so at the moment i have neosporn on it....because that works on burns....so it will help right?? Yes.  And today was the last day of dance!! well for Thursdays...I still have next Tuesday. But now I can start going to thursday in the square!!! And tomarrow morning at like 9 im leaving for Pennsylvania and then Saturday i have a dance and music compittion there and then we are coming home Monday! ...I dont really wanna go. But whateverrrrrrr. 

<3 Lobster face.....love.love. <3

[	mood	|	Cooler than you....obviously	]
[	music	|	Mindless Self Indulgence- Royally Fucked	]

OK soo Friday I went to my grandmas and my cousins and my aunt were there and it was so fun and now next summer im gunna go to Australia and visit my cuz Cassie because thats were she goes to school!! And yeah.....shes says all shes eats is beer and noodles....but im ok with that lol. So im savin up! And today i had a dance show at some place then there was a carnival! And me and Katie always have to find ourselves a fine man and we did! Yo then kt had to leave and i had him to myself lol. Too bad i looked like a bum ....yeah my hair all messy and up in  a pony!! What!?? I never wear it like that! what luck. And in a old pink jacket haha im too cool.

 Love. love. love. love. love. love. My life.

It does'nt matter what we wear but the people stare, Because we are who we are, who we are, who we are.

^ It's because were so amazing.*

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Hello World!

Ok so Saturday was the Buffalo Feis( Irish dance competition) and i got a second plce in my slipjig yo! Annnddd we were there alll day and I missed the orchestra picnic!!!Dang.

Sunday I went to the Harley Happenin' in Gawanda with my family! Ever since my dad got his motorcycle he's been obsessed with these kinds of things and my parent's insist on making us do things as a family and usually no one has fun except them...but this was actually ok....or it couldve been if it was fricken 92 degrees. I was soo hottt omg. So let me tell you  about it....there was 50 million Harley's  lined down the middle of a street ad around the corney and parked in every drive way and in the bank and at McDonalds...etc. They were amazing. And even better there was middle aged Biker's with beer bellies and no shirts walking around everywhere....ugh i love my men aged....haha. But there was a few hotties lol. But whats crazy is Jessica and her dad were there too and i didnt even know it!!!!! crazy! haha and now i have new sunburn! love it.

<3 Iliana

[	mood	|	thank you!	]
[	music	|	MSI- Faggot	]

HmMmMmMm....have'nt updated in a while. Um i've been pretty dead lately. All i do is sleep and eat and make up exscuses so i dont have to go anywhere. I dwell on thing's i cant have and how thing's dont go how i want them too. Basically being selfish. And i decided im done being retarded...because i dont like who i've become. Ok so not sure when yet...but im moving. Dad goes oh well it could be i 2 months or maybe 6. Which in my opinion either way it sucks, but i'll live. Basically we could be moving anywhere, but dad wants to move down south....because of the weather. Ok so this all sounds weird right? We could move anywhere anytime. I'll explain...ok so my dad is a super smart computer nerd and he is one of the 15 people i the world  that got picked to be in some special group...i dont really know but it means he's important! So everybody want's him, and he doesnt like the poeple he works for now and they are all screwy (i know i babysit the boss's kids!). So basically he wants to get fired...or he said he'll quit he's not sure yet. So there's job oppurtunities everywhere ad he just has to take his pick. Lucky man! So im trying to get use to the fact that im going to leave all of my friends...not like i have that many haha but i love them! So im going to just be happy and enjoy all of the time I have with them and throw away all of the crap that makes me mad because im tired of it!. Ok im in love with everything again and im really happy. Wow.  hjsdghushgjkshdgk i just looked up at the tv and i dont know what it was but it really sscared me alot and my house smells like chicken and its gross.

I LOVE....infinity

<3Iliana

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blkdjbiodfj;lkbj.<-----And that is how I feel.

My horoscope said today would be one of my lucky days....whoever wrote that...hunni you're going to hell.

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[	music	|	Relient K. Be my escape	]

Welllll today i started my day off extremely tired beacause Dan was over untill super late last night...but it was fun anyways. Then let me tell you how great photo was! Ok so me and Alicia are NOT sluts,whores, prostitutes, skanks, etc. We just joke around in photo and take crazy pictures. Welll i guess a janitor complained to Mr.Larson that some girls were over playing with there stuff? ohhh yeah their broom and couch. Well he told the class al about it and how we didnt do our projectcorectly because we were to busy talking our own unappropriate pictures raping trees and hanging on poles and laying all over couches and what not. The he even decided to show the class all of our pictures on the TV. Awww what a sweetheart! not. Then he told all of his other classes about us too AND even showed the kids in Kims class the pictures if they wanted to see. What a fuckin weirdo. I guess he said he can look at our pictures and show anyone and crap because the school pays for the memory card and stuff. I dont even wann know what he's doing with those pictures when were not around. sick. I mean me and Alicia have the pictures on our website anyways so it technically doesnt matter, but the way he went about it was so sick. and its not like were the only ones who screw around withour pictures...maybe we just do it worse...but still he was baing weird. He was trying to embarass us or something. Andrea taked to him aboutt it haha. i love that girl. Well all the negro's at school think were lesbians...but they did befor that to, tin their heads this just helps to reasure them. Not like i like those kids anyways.  It was all semi funny in a way....semi not. ok wellll im super tired...so im going to take a nap. I love you for reading about my life. Be jealous!

<3 Iliana

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[	music	|	none! damn it!	]

Everyone is really pissing me off. What the hell is wrong with some people? errr today sucked and im so tired of everything. At least Scuzie is over now...I <3 her.

* i dont feel like typing. nothing eventfull happened today anyways.

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I like to pretend i dont care when really i get extremely jealous. She knows so i want to know what the heck she is trying to do?

oh call me Iliana from now on.

Everyone sucks and i hate this not knowing.

thanks for reading!

<3 Iliana

[	mood	|	eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! wha?	]
[	music	|	dgsnkln	]

Hello

Errrr i was just reading alicia's live journal and how much fun they had on friday...and im pretty much jealous! I cant wait untill im ungrounded. ummmm so the parents are leaving tomarrow morning and not returning untill wednsday or thursday.yeah thats neat. Life is fine. Just fine at the moment. Beacause i really dont understand anything basically...and i dont know what to do with my life...or anything else for that matter. so my mom and dad just came home with loads of food bc theyre leaving so we have to have food....that makes sence. It's mostly crap too....not like bad food crap...like bad for you sugar food and what not. i love it. ok im done. i hate typing. no just today.

 I want you to be my escape.

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[	music	|	Three Days Grace- Monster	]

Hmmm i dont really feel like typing so i'll just write a breif overview of the day.

*Took great photo's witha Alicia in photo...no they wernt the ones for the project

*Took a really easy chem test. No im lieing i think i did super bad.It was hard.

*After Math me and Molly played James bond....again. Its become and addiction. I attacked some kind...he was very....attractive...kinda.

*In lunch i sat on the indide of the booth.It sucked.I dont ever want to do that again. I felt to closed out from thw world.

*I didnt get to memorize all 15 new words.shit. whats really sad about this is...i dont care when i forget homework, but when it comes to dictionary words i dont have to memorize i get upset when i dont. i love it.

*My bus...once again...took 10 years to get to school.

* Kris is over and so is Amanda.

*My family noticed anytime i mention my on friend's name..i cant stop smiling. I guess he's really cool.

*Im eating a bagel...and listening to Three Days Grace.

*I told kris he couldnt eat any ice cream cake...its all mine. Yes im selfish when it comes to food. Its sick....yeah.

*Church tonight. Were getting pizza there. I havnt gone to youth group in like 2 months...well once in two months. Mrs.Finnachario told my sister i was rude...no im not. what a liar.

*I have no homework. Oh wait yeah i do.crap. i forgot my stuff at school, im suppose to write a global essay on the Mieji...something.

*OH no i left my book, The lovely Bones, in the bathroom at the end of the day. Well i did have a picture of me and alicia asa  bookmark...with my name on the abck so maybe it will be returned or in the lost and found or something.

This has been a very emotionless entry. no exclamation points....or anything...whoa.

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[	music	|	Three days grace- Wake up	]

Ok to the dumb bitch who comments anonymous...you're fucking gay....and im pernicious....haha. Ok so today me and Molly played James bond again...it's pretty much AMAZING!  So all i've been doing todaysince after school is listiening to three days grace ....im once again addicted. This cd has been lost forlike 3months!!! And now i have to catch up. Yeah pretty much incubus and three days grace are like my favorite bands ever. It is soo nice out today and my freakin bus driver was 10 years later then he should have been...and now i have a tan line from my flip-flops...which is hott. Ugh i have dance tonight.Im so mad now i have to take it two times a week beacaus....im cooler than most people...yeah.basically. I still have to pick 15 new dictionary words. I pretty much memorized the 15 one's from yesterday.Wow i guess it will be 15 a day! Skill....thats what all the guys want. Well Kris is coming over so i guess im out!

Take me all the way

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[	music	|	Three days grace- I hate everything about you	]

So today me and Molly were playing James Bond in the hallways after math.We were running around and holding our guns and surprise attacking people. It was great we had to be very sneaky if course...ya know peeking around corners....running...ducking behind objects....and so on. It's definatly one of my favorite things to do beacuse i love to pretend im a secret agent! I also took some time to read the dictionary to Molly in the library besause i feel i should share my knowledge. When i got home i went out to do some tanning and read...but i dont think theres much of a difference in the skin color yet...well it takes time!, but atleast i got some quality reading in!! Then i retreited to my room to do my word out. Im on day 4....6 more days till i see results!haha suuurrreeee. I just finished some more dictionary reading. i decided to pick a letter each day and fill one page with the new words i learned so i dont forget them.Then the next day i have to use them all in a sentence at least once or twice. Hmmm thats like 15 word in one day! I dont know if i can remember them all haha. Maybe ill give it two days a page. Yeah that sounds perfect.  My three days grace cd is being retarded at the moment and i am getting very upset...it wont go past song 4!!! what the heck!  I love my life.

Why do we do the thing's we do?? In my friends and my case...there's just no mythodical explanation.

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[	music	|	im singing in my head...i made this song	]

Everything is crazy. I dont know what to do and i feel extremely bad about everything. People are such assholes it's sickening.  And i really can't stand immature little girls who dont know what the fuck they are talking about. And just for anyone who is  as fucking retarded as Amanda and her friends im not really conceited or a porn star and i dont really think im the best thing on this planet. It's called an inside joke and i'll write what ever i want. 

I LOVE YOU LISH LISH!!!